Confrontations

Thursday night my girlfriend P. came over to sit with my boys while they slept so I could go talk to Jimmy C.  On my way to talk to him my baby sister called, apparently she was fed up after I had talked to her on my way home from work and she decided to call Jimmy C. and give him a piece of her mind.  She was nice about it, as in she didn't yell and curse at him, but she was pretty firm.  She did say that he seemed to be very sorry and he knew that he had a lot of digging to do to get out of the hole he's in.
I got to the Fire Station and we sat out in the bay (where they park the trucks) and talked.  I tried to explain to him how incredibly painful this situation is for me.  I don't know that he will ever understand how bad it is for me, just like I don't think I will ever understand why he did it.  I did ask him how long he had been talking to her this time and it looks like it's only about a week to 10 days.  I also asked how he got back in contact with her since he isn't texting and calling her from his phone.  He said e-mail, and that she had his e-mail address from before, also that he is calling her from the fire station phone.  I was really mad.  My emotions run the circle around, devastated, livid, and defeated.  I am just so tired of dealing with this.  I am so hurt that he would talk to her again knowing that it was going to hurt me terribly.  I did tell Jimmy C. that he couldn't have any secrets and this time he couldn't be mad if I gave him the third degree about stuff.  I also told him that if K. contacts him I want to know about it, and if she sends him an e-mail or text that I want to see it.